Where the devil has this year gone?! I mean, it’s flown by and been, mostly, eventful – not that I’m complaining. 2017 was THE year that I vowed to make a change. Not a resolution or a goal. It had to be stronger than that. Lasting. I decided to make a commitment to myself to be well, happy and content, and for me this meant facing my feelings about my weight and doing something different. I think back to the 1st January, my first day on Total, and I was truly looking forward to starting.