/ The hands of the clock strangle my neck. Each hour, a rueful sigh. I haven’t done anything good today. People enjoy your being, says my therapist, as much as your doing. Last night, I googled, “What does it mean to just be?” The night before, I spent three hours watching YouTube videos about celebrity couples, then guilt-tripped myself into sleep. Where did time go? Those precious minutes, tally marks inside the skulls of our hurried bodies. If only I had enough time to forgive myself.