you said that I would be accompanied by dreams that would make this place less sinister to me but you lied I'm terrified you said that we would reap a brilliant harvest from this grief you said that life is just one long unburdening but it never rained it's autumn in our veins you said that you would leave a small, bloodied offering that would make this night less ravenous for me but if I breathe the night will swallow me you said that you would bend the bars and let me rest a while in your...