Dear Jude, So it’s 9:23pm and I’m watching my favourite show Peaky Blinders. It’s 48 hours since I’ve signed away my ownership of Wavelength, the company I co-founded ten years ago. Suddenly my mind slips into Anxiety Overdrive.“You stupid bastard what have you done? You’re 57 and you jump ship from a profitable cash rich business? You’re mad. Your best days are behind you. You’re done. What are you thinking.” This mental drumbeat continues in bed, lying awake, into the small hours.