In June 2019 we had our first child, a wonderful tiny girl. She’s always been our silly baby. She wears silly pants, silly socks, and does silly things. I had no idea what life would look like with a baby, or what it would feel like. You add this unimaginable experience to your life - for me the hardest, most tiring and most incredible experience to date - your world becomes about this tiny warm feral bundle but you have to try also to retain some semblance of yourself.