Demoneitizing, banning explicit content, ‘restructuring’ … it’s all essentially the same thing, shutting down. Waking up to find out my biggest income source won’t be available after December 31st was a kick to the stomach. It’s all well and good to seem like the intimidating dominatrix online, but sometimes I flounder. Sometimes the instability of an industry that is consistently demonised feels like an impossible thing to survive in, especially now. But I’m a scrappy fucker.