I’m married to a wonderful woman,have two kids, and I have an objectively amazing life. Yet, I have never felt as alive as I was during a 2 year relationship between 2012 and 2014. I have thought about her every day since, but I will never talk to her again and have ignored the 2 emails she had sent me since then. This is my life and I’ve made peace with it. It is really, truly perfect.. except that there’s an emptiness in my heart that can never ever be filled. Thank you blind for hearing me out! AMA