Sometimes I think Hashem gave me Kayla because He wanted to show me that I’m actually not the worst mother in the world. A necessary reminder before Sarala hit the scene, because there are only so many times you can say or do the wrong thing before you start thinking, Well, it must be me. But then I’ll look at Kayla for reassurance, my beautiful, glowing kallah meidel, with that just-back-from-sem glow.