Please sign in to read the full article. Login after Holly Pester I never meant to see you walking out at night, boy gap among the rose-rows, my lulla my lulla my etcetera. I am a mock of atoms. Watching the bone china seethe at dusk, praying for the gas gas, making lace: French work. It is an ugly life. With rough hands, made for quick work. Locomotion. Things come to pass away easier in the dark, sewing the baby to sleep.