I found Tori Amos the way I found most of my music back in middle school. I would go online and look up songs from episodes of the TV shows I liked (in this case, “Charmed”), building playlists, downloading whatever I could find on LimeWire. That’s how I came across Amos’ song “Lust.” It didn’t sound like anything else I was listening to at the time. It was haunting without resolving, emotional without explaining itself, but also upbeat in a way I couldn’t quite place.