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it’s not what you think; it’s what I think I despise loneliness but want to be left alone. what the Fuck does that mean? My contradictions are foundational. They are the deep cuts. Real fans know my hypocrisies and trade them like pokemon cards. It’s a spotlight I cower from. exagerate to hide the Truth or else they’ll know. Transition has unmoored me and I find myself directionless, aimless. Mistakes have become unavoidable, yet I’ve found little can harm the man who cares about nothing.

…Years ago. I’ve been impressed by you since the start. You were confident, self-assured, incredibly sexy, and smarter than anyone else in the room. You were light, I was a shadow. But you saw me. I don’t know how. You gave me time. I don’t know why. Your attention: my water, my air, my sunlight. I was smitten from the start, but hid it well. A shadow knows when to be unseen. I survived off you, fed off you, dreamed of you, of us… You always deflect, you say to me, right about everything again.

Download Hi-Res ImageDownload to MS-PowerPointCite This:Org. Lett. 2024, XXXX, XXX RETURN TO ARTICLES ASAPPREVLetterNEXT Masaaki Sakuma Department of Applied Chemistry, Graduate School of Engineering, Chiba Institute of Technology, 2-17-1 Tsudanuma, Narashino, Chiba 275-0016, Japan and * LEARN ABOUT THESE METRICS Article Views are the COUNTER-compliant sum of full text article downloads since November 2008 (both PDF and HTML) across all institutions and individuals.