Carroll, who works in Westpac’s institutional bank, says he’s had trouble sleeping in the weeks following the attack, but praises the layers of support that kicked in for him and others present that day, including counsellors at work and at his surf club. “The support has been overwhelming,” he says. “Humbling.” The community returned to the beach in the days after the attack, slowly at first. Carroll remembers the beachfront lined with abandoned clothing, left behind as people fled.