In this interview, poet, psychologist, and educator Sanah Ahsan, and sociologist, writer, and Professor of Anti/Post/Decolonial Theory and Praxis Gargi Bhattacharyya address the violence, inequality, and waste produced by racial capitalism, while also imagining modes of living otherwise. In recent work, both writers seek to embrace, in different ways, the ‘messiness of our aliveness’ (Ahsan), refusing the idea that there can be a non-implicated ‘clean subject’ (Bhattacharrya) under capitalism.