Editor’s note: This article discusses suicide, self-harm and other topics related to psychiatric distress. If you or a loved one is in crisis, call 988. SEATTLE — A baseball player walked onto the Golden Gate Bridge. Adam Bernero believed that’s all he’d ever be. But as a boy, he hung maps of the world on his bedroom walls. “They always made me think of being free, he said, "that there’s a whole world out there for me.” On the bridge, on the brink, he didn’t feel free.