The moment Beth was told her unborn baby had died will be permanently etched in her memory forever. “We can’t find a heartbeat,” the doctor said. “There is no template for this grief”, the 35-year old says. “You just sit with the pain. I think about my son every second of every day. This pain lasts forever.” Beth, not her real name, had HELLP syndrome, a life-threatening liver and blood clotting disorder that can affect pregnant women, but in her case had not been spotted until it was too late.