In which Hayley Harrison’s mental health takes a tumble after George is diagnosed. My idea of my child was already forming before he was born. It’s amazing how quickly I could shape an entire human being in my mind, down to the hobbies he’d have, the toys he’d like to play with, what he’d want to be when he grew up and how he’d dress. I remember the day I realised that my mind’s child would never exist, and never had.