Rob Dobi Facebook Twitter LinkedIn I wake up pinned to my mattress. I cannot move my shoulder to get out of bed without searing pain. Just that simple rolling movement is more than I can bear. My knees are also so painful, I can’t imagine putting weight on them. “This is ridiculous. Just do it!” I command myself. “One, two, three!” I roll over and experience such agony that I end up collapsed on the floor, sobbing. The thought that I might have to live my life this way causes me to lose it even more.