After working close to 20 years in this medical-surgical ICU, I thought I was an expert. Infallible. I could do it all. I left my ICU comfort zone, my lifelong nurse friends, and ventured out. Nothing could stop me. For a different hospital system, I became a critical care resource nurse. This very large hospital system would dictate what unit I would go to and for how long. I truly thought I could handle anything. This manager, over the resource nurses, said I would go to the surgical-trauma ICU.